in pain?


because I don't take the painkiller
... because I rejected it

and so this is too
me biting my tongue
though I want to scream out to you
though I want to hear you

no
I don't call out to you
or anyone else for that matter
because if you care
you would be asking me how I am
you would be here
if you care

no
this is me
as usual
and my pain
'cause
as usual
I believe I have to endure this

on my own
as usual

:) eKa @ 9:48:00 PM •

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