Looking Gray

I only know this is sadness
restlesness
feeling I would rather be elsewhere

the mind moves a million miles per seconds
fleeting to memories I've forgotten

now it's me in that cold
staring at the pond with the ducks
alone
wondering if it's where I should have been

was alone
and yet I'd rather be there
than here
in that cold

I was told to rein this in
to see the sunray through the gray clouds

I've tried to silence this
but it's seeping out
and I just don't want to contain it anymore

I don't know the because
of the question why

or maybe I do

I'm just sad
and I would rather be elsewhere

The Duck

:) eKa @ 12:58:00 PM •

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knocked my tea all over the table, but a girl quickly came to help me clean up and even said sorry about my tea - it gives me hope about these kids
 
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from the poem 大阿蘇 (おおあそ) by 三好達治 (みよしたつじ): もしも百年が この一瞬の間にたったとしても 何の不思議もないだろう that line is just ... it stucks with me
 
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a good present - bought a cake and getting a slice of cake for free - I know the universe has love for me :)
 

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