If You Will It, It's Gonna Happen

So I was there, sitting at the red table for lunch, looking at these people passing by and so I thought "Why?" or maybe "Why Not?" as in "Why God?" or "Why Not, God?". So I thought maybe I should will it. Don't actually know the right word for it, so I just like to use will it So lunch proceeded and it was actually out of my mind. Then he passed by, ladies and gentlemen, and stupid me, I didn't even notice him! It's when I saw his back passing by that my senses were telling me it's him!!! How amazing is that?!? I can know that's the guy just by his back Surprisingly I was not as joyful as I always pictured it to be, but joyful enough for me to want to confirm and that I did. So it was him ladies and gentlemen! Happy I was, that finally, after almost three years, God gave a chance to see him again. Next May would make it three years. But he hasn't seen me or so that's what I thought. Anyways...The most surprising fact of all is that I didn't feel as ecstatic as I thought I would have been, so maybe that's the best thing of all

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knocked my tea all over the table, but a girl quickly came to help me clean up and even said sorry about my tea - it gives me hope about these kids
 
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from the poem 大阿蘇 (おおあそ) by 三好達治 (みよしたつじ): もしも百年が この一瞬の間にたったとしても 何の不思議もないだろう that line is just ... it stucks with me
 
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a good present - bought a cake and getting a slice of cake for free - I know the universe has love for me :)
 

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