Eka's Bottle

Monday, January 31, 2005

Actually wanted to write just about that, my nokia phone, but then what I feel right now kinda took me over completely that I find it hard to focus. It's funny how someone can really make your blood boil. It's funny how someone can make you so angry. It's funny how you can lose control in a split second. The devil must be laughing so hard on me. I just need to hang on for a few days. I thought I'm going through this day feeling calm and okay, but then I blew it. I lost it and the devil won. It's funny...because even by the sight of that someone, my walls are on. I'm anti-social and I just want to say the least possible words possible. It's funny 'cause I felt it back then and yet now there are different people and I feel exactly the same. I guess you will always feel that. I guess until you find a way to overcome this evil feeling, the devil will tempt you again and again. So is the devil there to make us stronger? Stronger in faith? Stronger in sincerity towards other? Afterall, those which don't kill you make you stronger, and I am too weak *sigH*

Okay, about my phone. Bought a new phone over the weekend. So I need to let my nokia 3310 rest in peace. Been staying with this phone for 4 years now, which in singapore-handphone-year, the phone is too old, ancient, and pre-historic. The phone carried so much sentimental feeling for me. It's not just a phone, there's something attached with the phone. It's just one of those thing and time in which I totally felt that my mom is extremely kind. I have to put the phone to rest because it's not really that reliable anymore. I wish I don't have to. The strange thing is I was excited about getting a new phone and now I have difficulty in letting it go. Event though the new phone came with a (lousy) integrated camera, colored screen, integrated radio, and all, I miss the simplicity that my old nokia has. My 3310 has so few buttons to use to get to what I want to do and now I'm somewhat lost with the new phone. Yes, it is perhaps so utterly embarrassing for me to admit this but I feel I need to give the proper respect for my Nokia 3310

I know that a lot of time you have to say good bye to the things that you have got so used to. New things will come along and even though you don't like this new things, just give them time and I guess learn to love them.

:) eKa @ 11:14:00 AM •

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